Posted by kerria on November 14, 2005, at 10:02:51
In reply to Yours. But with good guidance by the therapist. » kerria, posted by orchid on November 14, 2005, at 6:51:54
thanks, Orchid. That's what i think also but i have no idea how to begin to work on issues that make me so disabled to live- it's too difficult to work on communication, journaling is too hard.
It feels like T has given up.
Example- i go to therapy and T asks me how we're doing. Parts answer and say how it's going for each of them . Then T (and i) know what's going on, if parts are open to talk to him but it ends there. So i know what i'm doing. Everyone knows where everyone is at but parts aren't able to communicate with each other in real time so it's so hard to get better- more able to cope. everything feels so out of control all the time. It's hard to do anything. It's hard to get to work until i arrive there. Inside is so unhappy and i don't know how to help. It feels like i waste a lot of time being distracted.i don't have any support in managing schedule- i'm on my own with everything and so many problems constantly come up because there are separate parts that live my life. Basically i live by distraction at best. At worst it's an upsetting nightmare- we're facing so many hard things because of the constant physical pain.
Things like the pain, nerve blocks, PT, surgery.
Everything is so difficult. i need to have the resources of a whole person to get through these things and i don't.Does anyone understand?
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