Posted by Poet on June 5, 2005, at 11:55:40
In reply to Push Pull (slight si trigger), posted by littleone on June 4, 2005, at 19:55:41
Hi Littleone,
I *do* want my T to care about me, I just can't get myself to admit it. Everytime she says she cares about me, I tell her don't. She tells me I can't control her feelings (no surprise I can't control my own either.)
Do you want the knife back as a way to feel more in control? (GOOD that you are not planning to use it!)
Digging too hard is cruel and damaging. Can your T stop pushing so hard, especially when you go into your therapy amnesia? Maybe you could remember little bits rather than big pieces?
Push/pull drives me crazy, too. Therapy drives me crazy(ier.)
Poet
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