Posted by pinkeye on May 25, 2005, at 17:26:34
In reply to Re: Help me get closure with my ex - T? » Jazzed, posted by pinkeye on May 25, 2005, at 16:57:19
To start all this therapy in the first place. Why did I even start it.. It is gotten only further and further complicated. I have been completely messier in the past 3 years. Regressed, childish, attached, emotional and sentimental. Completely idiotic and stupid.
I can't believe I led myself into this nightmare. I should have stopped all my therapy after the first 5 - 6 sessions, and not continued writing. I should have just let it go and made peace with my husband and not worry about trying to grow up and all that bull. It is not worth it, and I hate it, and I don't want anymore of it. All this projection and transference and everything is plain bull. I can't believe I bought all this stuff. All this looking into and trying to grow and heal.. no way. I am so angry with myself. How could I have been so very stupid?
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