Posted by Poet on December 11, 2004, at 11:50:17
In reply to Having hard time with feeling vulnerable, posted by Poet on December 9, 2004, at 21:54:48
Hi Everyone,
Thanks for the support, as always you're great. I can't say that I said anything of merit to my T today, but she thought it was still important that I came.
She gives me credit for being able to keep my eating in control and for the last two days not over doing it with wine to feel better. I had only two glasses in two nights, even pdoc would say that's improvement.
When I was a child I provided my own comfort when I was feeling bad or neglected or had something bad done to me. So calling her and then coming to see her is progress and more trust. Even if I don't feel closer to her right now.
I see her next Thursday and I should *please call her if I need her and not to worry about it, just call.*
I asked her if she really wanted that and she said yes. I have another interview Monday, I hope the tears don't come, but I'll have my cell phone with me. I have her home phone number memorized, that's kind of scary for somebody who rarely calls her. Comforting, but scary. By the way, it's okay to call her at home, she gave me the number. She just won't answer in the middle of the night, I would hope I wouldn't call, that's why it's great that babble is open 24/7.
Poet
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