Posted by lonelygal on October 13, 2004, at 17:56:48
In reply to Re: my records » lonelygal, posted by Racer on October 12, 2004, at 19:49:36
I met with my new t today and umm, I was surprised but she does not want to receive a copy of my old records. She wants to be left out of it & wants me to deal with them directly. I'm not sure if my saying that I would be mad if she had them and wasn't able to show me had anything to do with it OR if it was the fact taht she would be receiving more info about me indirectly, which she apparently doesn't like- she told me that she wont' respond to my e-mails, voicemails, b/c it doesn't help if i can't talk to her there in person. I dunno if i'm making sense- i'm really tired. i think it's sort of weird.
she doesn't know any of my issues and i dont' feel like explaining all over again and i already feel self conscious that i will be whining, or being a crybaby, that i should just deal with things on my own. it makes me think i shouldn't be in therapy- that maybe i don't need therapy badly enough. that i'm making a big deal out of nothing and should just suck it up.
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