Posted by lonelygal on October 11, 2004, at 19:52:39
On an earlier thread, I was talking about trying to get a hold of my records. Well, I found out this week that my old t won't let me see them- at least not yet. She says she is concerned that it may be harmful for me to read them- that I will misunderstand them and have "unnecessary feelings of diminished self worth". It makes me want to see them more. And, I don't know what to think about my old t. I miss her, but I am so mad, and I'm not sure I like new t. I was freaking out last night and I left a message for new t. Well, she called me and woke me up this morning & was asking me what was wrong and all i said was nothing and asked what time it was. I think she was ticked - she said something like this doens't sound like an emergency. I feel badly for calling her and like I'm going to be in trouble. But, at night it was an emergency sort-of. I was freaking out. I wasn't about to kill myself, but the pain wouldn't stop... how bad does it have to be for it to be an emergency? I don't get it. I don't get therapy. I'm scared to see her this week. Maybe I should quit- b/c i'm not sure she really cares anyways.
poster:lonelygal
thread:401840
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