Posted by daisym on October 10, 2004, at 22:59:45
In reply to Re: Suic. Feelings /attached to age states? (trigger) » daisym, posted by Dinah on October 10, 2004, at 22:05:59
I think I've decided it definately is. I think I'm feeling old feelings from back then.
But also, there is a huge amount of adult pain that tells me I'm not keeping up and I'm no good to anyone like this. Maybe that is pride? But mostly it is not being a burden to my friends and family. Because to me this is the WORST, WORST thing I could do to them.
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