Posted by LittleGirlLost on October 5, 2004, at 8:37:19
In reply to So, did you give it to her? (nm) » LittleGirlLost, posted by Daisym on October 5, 2004, at 0:29:40
I did... It was a good session, but weird/different. She is concerned about some emails she received (in a childlike fashion) that I wasn't aware of sending. I just don't even know what to make of all of that! The problem is that I still can't cry, and on the inside that's all I feel like. So I don't know how else to express how much I'm hurting. I mean she knows, and knows I have trouble leaving, but it's so much more that I don't know how to articulate. I'm glad that I'm seeing her again on Thursday, but I still hurt again today... and I can't get used to seeing her 2x/week because I can't afford it.
Please tell me, I know these feelings are "normal", but is it normal to be this extreme?
LGL
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