Posted by Elle2021 on February 17, 2004, at 8:20:16
Before I woke up I had a very disturbing dream. Then I woke up and my heart was beating really fast. It still is. Now I think I'm depersonalizing, but it feels really weird. I'm having trouble telling if I'm really awake or not. My body feels really numb, I even SI-ed just a little to make sure I could still feel and to make sure I was still here. Even though I feel numb, and "dreamlike" I still feel like I'm on the edge of my seat, really aware of what's going on around me. It's sort of scary, I haven't felt like this in a long time. And...now I have to go to school. I wonder how long this is going to last. I'm tired on top of it, and I think I'm gonna have to take an Ativan.
Elle
poster:Elle2021
thread:314545
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