Posted by cntwinkle2 on January 12, 2004, at 1:42:26
I have panic attacks and I have dropped out of school because I couldn't sit in a classroom, medications didn't help me, I tried everything from Effexor to Gabitril. I just have completely avoided the situations because I couldn't deal with it anymore, it has been over a year now, and I don't know what to do with my life. I'm just a mess. Since I avoid the situations my family thinks I am better and trys to make me go back, which of course makes me really scarred, it is basically the fear of fear. Counseling was a total waste, I've heard everything and I know cognitic behavorail therapy is the only way out of this but I am to scared to try it.
I tried to kill myself once because my dad said he was going to make me go back to school.
I'm only 15 and I feel as though my life is ruined....
C.
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