Posted by Krissy P on March 15, 2003, at 0:47:36
This is a real plea-I really need suppport on this one. My dad has a history of being an addict, alcoholism, prison time, homelessness, forgery, and the list goes on. After being verbally abused BAD for so long-I finally told him off last October. He blocked me from his email and blamed it on me, saying I blocked him first-then he accused me of doing drugs and who the hell is he one to talk. I feel like he doesn't even know me. Is it ME??????????? I just sent him a nice email after not talking to him since October. From my account, it was returned, 2x. But when I sent it from another account it went through. SHIT I am so stupid-he doesn't give a shit about me, and I'm not sure if I even want him in my life-he is a con artist and very mean. But, I feel like an ass right now and I need some help here. Did I do the wrong thing? Am I too nice? I'm beginning to think so-because I have 2 friends right now who don't give me the time of day anymore. My brother has been in trouble with the law, and I have had mental problems. Is this how I get treated? I SWEAR I have done nothing wrong except for telling my dad off in October. That's it. I feel like it is a one way street with him and these 2 friends. I have somewhat of a life, my friend is a nurse, and she is busy as heck but we keep in touch, she is a good friend, and a longtime one, and if someone cares at least a call or an email to say-Sorry Ive been busy but how are things with you????
Does ANYONE have any advice PLEASE PLEASE-I am upset.
thanks Kristen
*sigh* on ther verge of getting very angry and saying Fuck these people-I am ok-I didn't do anything wrong. I have people and friends that are kind to me, but my dad , and these 2 friends are about ready to be taken of my "be kind" to list.
HELP! I told a lot in this post-something it has taken me 2 weeks to do. Please help anyone?????????????????????????????????????????
poster:Krissy P
thread:209300
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