Posted by justyourlaugh on November 26, 2002, at 9:44:30
In reply to Re: ayesha-welcome, posted by Ayesha on November 26, 2002, at 8:29:51
hi,
i dont really find that i am all that angry when i hurt myself(mabe i am in my subconcious)
it feels good and helps to direct my thoughts to one thing-rather than my mind jumping willy nilly.
i am a very creative person(painter)and i dont feel like i have no selfworth.
i dont leave my house(unless i have too)
not because i dont want to be seen-(feel bad)
i stay in avoiding everyone because part of me believes they have nothing to offer me-almost like i am above their selfish,emoral stupid lives.
but the other half knows i am no better than them.
this post sounds so dumb.
jyl
poster:justyourlaugh
thread:1650
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