Posted by CleverGuy on November 1, 2005, at 3:48:24
In reply to Re: Anergic Deppressive, posted by StrawberriesYum on November 1, 2005, at 1:16:11
Yes!!! I am Chemically Lazy. A new way to explain myself. Lazy is a word I know too well from others. I have been torn for some time about my own thoughts of my condition. The inner torment of wondering if you are just, as they say, lazy, is nearly just as horrid as the "anergy" I feel (or don't feel, whatever). It really has messed me up, made me depressed and feel worthless. Finally and gratefully, I have gotten so low that I believe myself. Something isn't quite right in my brain, and I would love some help. Those who think I am lazy can Fck off (sorry). To me, it would be much more logical for them to know it must be something more than just being lazy. I would do something, wouldn't one think, if i could. How could I possibly enjoy life in bed or in front of the tele, watching the world go by? Yet, I still get that from most of my friends. They think I am the ultimate bum, who does as little as possible to get by. Oh well, thanks for the hello. Nice to find somebody understands. My gasoline story was a bit overexagerated (although mostly true), but I thought it was the perfect way to explain how I feel. Glad you got it. Not glad you sympathise. Wish neither of us knew anything about being "lazy".
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