Posted by Nadezda on August 25, 2008, at 22:58:32
In reply to Re: Self=esteem at low level » Nadezda, posted by llurpsienoodle on August 25, 2008, at 17:59:00
Thanks, Llurpsie. You're so right-- I need to do some things-- go to a gallery, or a museum--especially when I'm this depleted.
I do wish I could spend the day in bed, writing and reading-- or something comparable in art. It sounds so enticing (although I usually jump up the minute I wake up).
You're also right about my work-- mostly, anyway-- it's not so much that it's that much worse-- except once in a while-- it's that it's so much harder to do. I have to literally force myself sometimes-- which, after an hour, often, I can't do anymore, because my head is exploding.
But I do feel a little freer of the claustrophic, oppressive intensity that sometimes creeps over everything.
Nadezda
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