Posted by Nadezda on August 25, 2008, at 12:08:26
What can I do today to help myself feel a little better? I have no one to work with this week, about which I'm very demoralized. I've been working so sporadically this summer, that it's really got me down. People say they'll work and then change their minds, as happened again last night, or make a commitment but keep me waiting, and then after weeks of that, suddenly take a job waitressing.
I feel as if it's hard to get going.
I'd like to do some painting, but never feel excited about still life. I could work on jewelry, but am almost too tired to trust myself with a torch. I could do some designing, and cutting with metal. But I need much more to do painting.
I hope this bad mood passes, because it feels kind of awful right this minute.
I haven't been sleeping these past few days; last night I only slept about five hours and have an awful drained feeling.
I'll try to work in a little while. I hope that helps.
Nadezda
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