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i tried

Posted by special_k on April 7, 2006, at 18:34:18

i tried to be civil
i did all along.

once. i figured i would get blocked... but i was in SI mode. i got myself blocked. but i didn't cut myself or jump off anything or take an OD. just got blocked... and suffered for a week... or so.

but aside from that...
i tried to be civil
i did all along.

but still i get blocked.
for others protection
for consistency i can only imagine.

you don't understand the hurt.

you don't.

i thought i'd get over it
(see i'm being just like my mother)
i've been beating myself up...
trying not to...
beat myself up...

why bob.
matter of principle...
i don't understand anymore.

i'm here in terror
resigned to thinking i'll get blocked again sooner or later
i'm hanging my head
is that what you want?
us to resign ourselves to the notion that a block can come at us at any minute???

did ya babblemail little jimmy to make sure he knew he was unblocked? why wouldn't he know? maybe he thought 'typical bob' when he was blocked for something he couldn't understand.

one person.

declan.

one person.

had the courage to say they didn't understand.
and you misread.

but one person had the courage to say they didn't understand.

doesn't that tell you something?

you might think you make sense but you f*cking don't
no
you don't

and i guess i'm gonna be blocked soon enough for this kind of sh*t...

but i can't figure what is up
'cause i'm tossing up
ignorant or malevolent
and i can't get it
i can't be charitable
i don't see how to be

the pattern...
seems to be excluding a charitable interpretation.

but then...

it is rare that you interpret a poster charitably.

very rare indeed.

you think we should trust you
when you don't trust us
you ask us to give you the benefit of the doubt when you
don't extend the same courtesy to us

hypocritical.

and no doubt i'll get blocked for that...

but i don't support you anymore :-(


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