Posted by muffled on December 1, 2005, at 3:08:38
In reply to Re: Lipstick on the Gorilla » alexandra_k, posted by Gabbix2 on December 1, 2005, at 1:59:37
had a major spaz. I was new. Wanted to freely express. Got cruelly blocked. I survived. I am crude as the next guy, well............actually a whole lot worse. But anyways, ahhhh, those boundary things, cool boundaries that keep me safe with my T. That keep me safe here. I am learning to control myself. To walk away when i feel like I'm losing it. I like the controls here, its safer, not too wild. Too crazy. then i would get too crazy.
Hurt like a f*cking sonof a bitch at the time.
But I still here....
Did I make sense?
Muffled.
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