Posted by Maxime on November 16, 2010, at 20:47:05
In reply to Re: maxie, addendum » floatingbridge, posted by floatingbridge on November 16, 2010, at 17:58:58
> > We don't deserve pain. No one does. It just happens because we are human.
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> > (((big hug)))
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> Hi Maxime
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> How is your day going? I wanted to temper my post a bit. My intention was to take the 'blame' out of the equation. As your friend, I stick up for you. You do not deserve pain, part of being human is to know pain, and being human we can set our intentions toward diminishing pain. Kindly as one would treat a child.
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> ((((*)))))Hi FB. You a good and loyal friend. Thank you.
My day was okay. My classes went really well. I love all the seniors so much! I really care about them. If they don't show up for more than two classes I always phone them to make sure that they are ok. I listen to them talk about their aches and pains and why they couldn't make it to class. Not all of my students are "true seniors" meaning some are 55 which imho is NOT a senior. I am not as close to them as I am the older ones. They tell me how much they love my classes and how much they are learning (and they really are doing well) and often I get hugs at the end of the class. I am really grateful for my job. When I am thinking of suicide or even planing it I try to think of how much it would upset them because I know it would.
I am really tired and sad. Even my PJs aren't cheering me up.
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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Being happy doesn´t mean the pain is gone. you just bury it deeper.
poster:Maxime
thread:970034
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