Posted by Hunk20 on May 22, 2010, at 15:14:19
In reply to Re: be careful, posted by violette on May 22, 2010, at 13:08:55
thanks violette..
it feels really good most of the time. good to be me:) open up to people now and tell them that im a f*ck*d up guy but im trying my best xD girls love that. you know a guy in touch with his feelings.
Its just that my self confidence is still somewhat dependant from these people. (dad + bro)
And when i talk to them they communicate bad stuff to me below the surface you know. It still f*cks me up sometimes.
Anyways Jedi i am sure its not the medication. I spoke up to someone giving me sh*t about me trying to heal and talking about it and got kicked outta the host family. Alone in a hotel room.
Im going a tough road and often stones are thrown in my way. When that happens i have the sleepless nights. There are always good reasons for the distress im feeling.
Normally i get 6-7 hours.
Thanks for you caring about me though.
Get back to you soon.
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