Posted by Wendy B on April 4, 2001, at 11:50:34
In reply to to dubya you have my sympathy, posted by avoet on April 4, 2001, at 3:40:03
Hi Amanda,
Now I know your name from this thread! This is what I am going through now, the guilt! Ruminating, worrying and anxiously remembering things I said that ended up hurting people like my family and my mother especially, picturing my boyfriend out with a new woman (like you, only mine is in the present!), them being happy... Me going down down the dark ladder. It just goes on and on...
To Dubya, I know your pain, I was married to an OCD, but it was the personality disorder kind (he adjusted plates and mugs in the cupboards, making sure they were in the right color order and lined up like little soldiers, wiping out the sink a million times a day, drying out the washing machine with a cloth after each load, drying the shower after you'd taken one). Arrggh! It must be hell to live inside that. I've read you on some of the other threads, so forgive me, but what is your meds regimen? I can't remember -
Wendy B
> as a fellow ruminator, you have my sympathy. it is awful. i ruminate over ex-girlfriends of my husband. i will sit and picture him with them and it gets out of control. i obsess about everything that comes into my life. it makes me so emotionally tired sometimes. (...)
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