Posted by Racer on May 3, 2004, at 22:47:52
In reply to Re: Fear, anxiety, all the usual suspects... » Racer, posted by SLS on May 3, 2004, at 11:12:16
Oh, how rotten. I won't say I know how you feel, because obviously I don't, but I will say that I do share your frustration and fears about medications and failures. I complicate things by wanting so much to please the doctor that I convince myself that I'm feeling better and starting to respond, even though I'm not. That conflict between what I actually feel and what I'm trying to convince myself I feel is a real killer. And it's scary as hell to think that "nothing" will help.
I'm too tired to write much now, but I will try to get back and finish this tomorrow. Until then, you have my bestest best wishes.
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