Posted by Racer on March 10, 2004, at 21:49:04
Oh, my! He's such a genius! I've eaten exactly eight of them so far, and they're going to cure what ails me -- I can already tell.
Meanwhile, I went to the emergency room today, to get my eye checked out. Infection, antibiotics, no big deal. Many sighs of relief.
I also wrote a letter to my former therapist, telling her that I was sliding down in a big way and didn't know who to contact within the agency for help. I told her several times that I know she's doing a different job now, I know that my intentions in writing her can be misinterpreted, and that I know she has no obligation to help me, but that I hoped she would tell me who could help me. I also told her about the new therapist seeming a lot more concerned about getting me to accept a diagnosis, and defining that diagnosis, etc, than in exploring my perceptions and their possible validity. That I was feeling much more hopeless, and as if there were no options open to me for getting help. Cross your collective fingers for me, 'K? I hope she can do something, because this is the last effort I feel as if I can make right now. Not a good feeling, being this far stuck with no sign of which way to go to try to get out.
But those Peanut BUTTER m&ms are sure good. I think four more before bed will just about do the trick -- if the trick is getting me through the night. Can't say what tomorrow will bring.
So glad you're all here for me. It matters.
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