Posted by tina on July 17, 2003, at 20:59:45
In reply to But what could a hospital do?, posted by Racer on July 17, 2003, at 1:48:29
"> Maybe I wish I could find something to look forward to, to live for, since I don't seem to have it in me to end this hell. Right now, though, I just can't find it. It's taking too much energy to get through the days"
Racer...I know too well how this feels. I can't give you an answer as to what there is to live for. Right now, I can't think of anything but I still keep living. I don't know why either. I just know I can't go through with suicide. I think about it often and really believe that it would end all my pain but I still don't do it. It's strange to reject something that I know would help. I just hope it all gets better...someday.
thanks for posting. I, personally, was glad to see your name.
peace
tina
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