Posted by allisonm on April 26, 2002, at 19:34:27
In reply to Do you ever have suicidal DAYS??, posted by tina on April 25, 2002, at 14:24:21
Tina,
Yes, but not as much anymore. They just come up..usually when I'm sliding down the slippery slope. I've worked it out with my pdoc, tho. I think it is an escape mechanism. When I get so down and life seems unbearable, instead of wishing I could fly off to the Caribbean, I think about suicide.
My suicidal thoughts are a comfort to me -- I know I have a plan to fall back on if things keep getting worse. Thing is, they never get bad enough because I'm scared to go there.
I don't know whether this makes any sense. I sure can sympathize with you, though.
Allison
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