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Posted by tepi on February 26, 2010, at 1:40:26
Im driking , oh yes Im so damn drinking.
Everybody its outside , everybody its enjoying this day
I needed to calm down , so I started drinking alone , I started to send some emails to old friends telling that I miss them so much . I told mom I was ok that I needed to miss problems for a while . Thank god I still have mom . I wish I could enjoy her more . Its painful to see how she suffers because of me . Im trying to imaging the way she is feeling now but I cant and I never could.
Im just sitting here in front of the pc trying to explain what I feel but I cant. Im thinking that there may be people in worse conditions than me, not only with mental illness but with many other issues ,at the end it is the same for everybody
"suffering"
Im not suppose to post this and I know there may be a section to post this and that Im going to be so redirecting,
why ? because I have been on this site for more than 10 years
and why im so worried about what anybody can think about this ?
I suck on this speach things but what the hell
I wanted to post anything
Dont give up and may god help all of us
Posted by Phillipa on February 26, 2010, at 1:40:28
In reply to Im drinking rigth now, posted by tepi on February 14, 2010, at 4:32:39
Tepi are you back on your meds? Miss you. Phillipa
Posted by janejane on February 26, 2010, at 1:40:29
In reply to Im drinking rigth now, posted by tepi on February 14, 2010, at 4:32:39
I'm so sorry you're feeling bad, but glad you feel you can come here to share. Are there other more constructive things you've done in the past, besides drinking, that have helped you cope? Could you maybe spend some time with your friends or Mom?
Posted by Sigismund on February 26, 2010, at 1:40:30
In reply to Im drinking rigth now, posted by tepi on February 14, 2010, at 4:32:39
I looked up Lyrica on 'ask a patient' and the results were not too positive.
The people who had taken it made it sound dangerous.People have been controlling social anxiety with alcohol forever.
What is difficult is finding an amount that does the job but doesn't f*ck you up.
Posted by tepi on February 26, 2010, at 1:40:30
In reply to Re: Im drinking rigth now, posted by Sigismund on February 14, 2010, at 14:59:20
Guys , thanks for paying attetion to this drunk fool
Im back on Nardil two weeks ago 45mg/day
Im going up to 60mg , I took 2pills instead of 1 a couple of hours ago .Do you think I should see a Doc again ? Suicide thougths are back. I think I should but I dont like them.
Thanks for the look up on lyrica sigsi, very kindIm not feeling good . Sorry guys
Tepi
Posted by tepi on February 26, 2010, at 1:40:31
In reply to Re: Im drinking rigth now, posted by tepi on February 14, 2010, at 19:13:28
Hey guys , I am about to receive my european citizenship ,my old parents were from italy
Do you think I should go there to find some help and make a new life there?Im not sure if I woul be able to do it on my own
Maybe depression will be worst being so far away from home and parents , culture and you know all that stuffI think Im gonna get fired soon on my current job. Im not doing any improvement. Im an engineer but I cant focus on anything in my job
Good to have this citizenship right?
Posted by Phillipa on February 26, 2010, at 1:40:33
In reply to Re: Im drinking rigth now, posted by tepi on February 14, 2010, at 19:23:10
Tepi confused your old parents from Italy. Are these the parents where you now live? Glad your're back on the nardil and yes see a doc. Love Phillipa
Posted by Sigismund on February 26, 2010, at 1:40:34
In reply to Re: Im drinking rigth now, posted by tepi on February 14, 2010, at 19:23:10
When I leave my country it normally does wonders for my state of mind, but then I've never lived anywhere else for very long, so for all I know I would have ended up feeling just as bad.
If you are used to feeling like an outsider, you might feel better actually being one, and having a good excuse.
Having your European citizenship is a great thing, for sure.
In Denmark there is a company that tests software. The owner of the company set it up because his child was autistic and he wanted a job for his son and people like him. So they test software which is an exact and repetitive job.
I suppose what I am trying to say is that there may be openings somewhere for an engineer with severe social anxiety and depression.Ciudad Juarez has been in the news. It didn't sound good.
Posted by tepi on February 26, 2010, at 1:41:20
In reply to , posted by on December 31, 1969, at 18:00:00
> Tepi confused your old parents from Italy. Are these the parents where you now live? Glad your're back on the nardil and yes see a doc. Love Phillipa
I meant my gretgrandparents were from italy
( dont know is that is well spelled )well no Im living alone , renting an apartment , my mom and that live in other city. I came here to study as an engineer and find a job
I have done both.
Im not happy with my life anyway phillipa.
Im gonna drink again now
Posted by tepi on February 26, 2010, at 1:41:20
In reply to , posted by on December 31, 1969, at 18:00:00
> If you are used to feeling like an outsider, you might feel better actually being one, and having a good excuse.
>No I think I am not one of them =(
> Having your European citizenship is a great thing, for sure.
>
> In Denmark there is a company that tests software. The owner of the company set it up because his child was autistic and he wanted a job for his son and people like him. So they test software which is an exact and repetitive job.
> I suppose what I am trying to say is that there may be openings somewhere for an engineer with severe social anxiety and depression.
>You mean in Europe rigth . Im the boss of 4 supervisors , 80 operators and I so afraid of them
The guy that offer me the job saw something good of me . In the past I was working in the same company but I was in front of a PC all the day. Now i need to be in front of people all day and is so dificult. I dont feel Im the boss , I dont know how to give intructions , Im just thinking what they think about me( like they must think I suck , that Im the worst stupid boss ,that they think "how can he be my boss?" "he must have cheated to get this job" and millions of stupid ideas
> Ciudad Juarez has been in the news. It didn't sound good.yes I suppose it is in all the news. Thats not helping the country . We are in some way not lucky to be your neighbours ( talking about drug dealers )
Posted by Phillipa on February 26, 2010, at 1:41:21
In reply to Re: Im drinking rigth now -, posted by tepi on February 20, 2010, at 17:38:40
Tepi wow sounds like you have a fabulous job but low self esteem. You are handsome you know I have the pic you sent of you to me so I know you are. Tall and very presentable. Maybe some theraphy will help. Alchohol won't Love Phillipa
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