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Posted by lostsailor on May 25, 2003, at 22:43:23
I have so much to say but no-one to listen...
I really sucks, at the risk of a PBC..,.
emotions all over my face, tears on my keyboard...is that covered by warranties/???...
I have so many that would love me to call and chat, yet i have too much explaining to do before I could "cry on their shoulders”
and don't even feel that it's fair after playing hide and go seek for so long...
some are p'oed, some just "lost" as to I now whom i am...fristrated, frustrated even
6 poems in process today--i "fancy my-self a poet"
bonus to
those who know the ""..
i am stuck in a rut i have dug all alone,
but with friends that have beseeched themselves to help..but
I hide non the less
oh, what a mess
I have made...
a good "bounty' commercial????...
~y
i ment
~t
Posted by ~Alii~ on May 25, 2003, at 23:08:59
In reply to I hate this..., posted by lostsailor on May 25, 2003, at 22:43:23
Posted by ~Alii~ on May 25, 2003, at 23:17:39
In reply to I hate this..., posted by lostsailor on May 25, 2003, at 22:43:23
>>>I have so much to say but no-one to listen...
I really sucks, at the risk of a PBC..,.
emotions all over my face, tears on my keyboard...is that covered by warranties/???...
I have so many that would love me to call and chat, yet i have too much explaining to do before I could "cry on their shoulders”
and don't even feel that it's fair after playing hide and go seek for so long...
some are p'oed, some just "lost" as to I now whom i am...
fristrated, frustrated even
6 poems in process today--i "fancy my-self a poet"
bonus to
those who know the ""..
i am stuck in a rut i have dug all alone,
but with friends that have beseeched themselves to help..
but
I hide non the less
oh, what a mess
I have made...
a good "bounty' commercial????...
~y
i ment
~t<<<Tony,
If you are the one and the same over in PB Open (with a link to the philzone and deadnet) let me give you an opening as to how I could listen. An old bumper sticker on one of my cars many, many years back:
And on the eighth day God created Phil
Did that at least give you a smile?
~Alii (former West Coast follower)
Posted by lostsailor on May 25, 2003, at 23:23:09
In reply to Re: I hate this... » lostsailor, posted by ~Alii~ on May 25, 2003, at 23:17:39
how did you you follow that back. or did I cut and paste more than i ment to?????LMAO
but, either way, you figured me out, 007
~t
doc is giving me "special" meds to see a few shows this summer....thank God I can level with him...
Posted by ~Alii~ on May 25, 2003, at 23:24:06
In reply to Re: I hate this...ali~~~omg, posted by lostsailor on May 25, 2003, at 23:23:09
Posted by ~Alii~ on May 25, 2003, at 23:26:51
In reply to Re: I hate this...ali~~~omg, posted by lostsailor on May 25, 2003, at 23:23:09
You're listed in the PB Open just as I am. It's just a matter of turning yours on and waiting to see who contacts you. Sorry but I wasn't clever enough to use a name from a fav. song but you'll see soon enough who I am.
~Alii
Only if you need/want to chat. I can go to Open or just YM. Lemme know T.
Posted by fallsfall on May 25, 2003, at 23:38:55
In reply to I hate this..., posted by lostsailor on May 25, 2003, at 22:43:23
I find that I can't go to my friends sometimes. I'm afraid they are too busy, or that I might upset them too much. But I know that they care.
The last time I felt that way was the time that I found Psychological-Babble. I posted something there, got some responses and went on to talking in a support group (groups are easier for me because if someone doesn't want to respond they don't feel pressured to). The group included some of the friends that I couldn't go to. They basically yelled at me for not going to see them, and they were really sweet.
So in my case, my friends really are there for me, it was I who was not willing (or able) to reach out. Once I could talk to them everything was better. Sharing a problem makes it so much lighter.
Can you choose one? One to talk to? You may need to explain a lot, but probably less than you think. They won't mind because they want to know what is going on with you. Even send an email - sometimes typing is easier than speaking, and not seeing a reaction is really helpful. They won't be mad that you stayed away - they will be glad that you called. I'm sure that will be true.
Being alone is too ... lonely.
Posted by ~Alii~ on May 26, 2003, at 2:44:16
In reply to You need to talk? Got IM? » lostsailor, posted by ~Alii~ on May 25, 2003, at 23:26:51
lostsailor,
You certainly shared some kindness and humour tonight. Thank you for that. I hope you are resting well and feeling better when you awaken in the morning.
Night.
~A.
Posted by lostsailor on May 26, 2003, at 10:54:01
In reply to 007 knows more than you think......, posted by ~Alii~ on May 26, 2003, at 2:44:16
I had a nice chat, too. I am sorry but when I got up to get a bite to eat, I must have kicked out the phone coard (remember I am only 56k=:))
when I sat back down with my crackers the net was off, and I figured that was a good time to fall of my chair and into my bed.
I slept without meds to eat. Now that, my friend, was a real treat
In peace,
~tony
Posted by ~Alii~ on May 26, 2003, at 13:41:18
In reply to Re: 007 knows more than you think.....~~alli., posted by lostsailor on May 26, 2003, at 10:54:01
Sleep without meds sounds delightful Tony. Glad you got that. Nice to hear.
~A.
>>>I had a nice chat, too. I am sorry but when I got up to get a bite to eat, I must have kicked out the phone coard (remember I am only 56k=:))
when I sat back down with my crackers the net was off, and I figured that was a good time to fall of my chair and into my bed.
I slept without meds to eat. Now that, my friend, was a real treatIn peace,
~tony<<<
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