Psycho-Babble Social Thread 29917

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I don't feel so well....

Posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 13:36:27

Too much anger causing too much pressure inside. It hurts so much. I hate anger.

I really don't feel so well.

 

Re: I don't feel so well.... » Dinah

Posted by Ted on September 6, 2002, at 13:57:17

In reply to I don't feel so well...., posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 13:36:27

Hi Dinah,

> Too much anger causing too much pressure inside. It hurts so much. I hate anger.

What's happening? Is there any way we can help?

I hope you aren't angry at me for flirting with Tabby for a week. I guess you were a little neglected -- sorry.

Take care of yourself.

Ted


 

Re: Thanks for the smile Ted.

Posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 14:00:10

In reply to Re: I don't feel so well.... » Dinah, posted by Ted on September 6, 2002, at 13:57:17

I just swallowed too much anger today and it's sitting uneasily on my stomach. And letting it out makes me feel even worse. So i'm taking a depakote and going to sleep it off.

I'll be back to normal later.

 

Re: I don't feel so well....

Posted by Robin David John on September 6, 2002, at 14:32:03

In reply to I don't feel so well...., posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 13:36:27

> Too much anger causing too much pressure inside. It hurts so much. I hate anger.
>
> I really don't feel so well.

Dinah ..we have not said to much to each other since I began to be part of Babble ..May I Please try to give you some joy ...first of all think about when you see a child picks up something for the first time and this child gazes at this article , the look of this experience becomes joy to see the child check out the object,wow what an experience it is for them to discover something new ..I'm sure you can visualize the object going straight for the childs mouth ..funny kinda eh!!..and how about seeing an old person sitting on a park bench taking time out to relax and talk to and share a story with a younger person or a child , watching them giggle and really show some type of reguard for each other ,..Reading your thoughtful posts to others and concerns that you offer from the bottom of your heart gives me a feeling of knowing that this woman has love , joy , and some kind of peace in her heart ..may I remind you that even you can get tired and thats when the (if I may) brain starts to shut down and on the way down can bring us down to ..you are a very thoughtful person so please get some rest and I hope that you are feeling up up and up soon

Hope you understand what I am saying
Robin D J

 

Re: I don't feel so well....Dinah-Baby

Posted by Roo on September 6, 2002, at 14:52:35

In reply to Re: I don't feel so well...., posted by Robin David John on September 6, 2002, at 14:32:03

Wanna say more about it, or no? I know that feeling, the
swallowing the anger...or any feeling for that matter.
I have been feeling my emotions more intensely lately, and have
started to feel better the past 5 days or so (You remember I'm off anti
depressants now)...and I'm realizing how I'm going to have to start
dealing with my feelings more and kind of dreading it, feeling excited,
and also praying I'm up for the challenge....
I wasn't feeling anger so much today as jealousy and envy...I realize
I have this big tendency to compare myself to everyone else and it
makes me feel shitty (I can just feel those brain chemicals firing around
creating misery when I do this mental behavior)...I always assume
everyone is better than me, or that i'm deficient in some way.

Shoot, there I go, talking about me. But I guess I meant to commisserate on
dealing with feelings and how doing certain things can effect our brain chemistry...
with me the comparison thing, with you, the swallowing your anger...

I guess, just most of all know that you are well loved here. I can sense you
are such a good person. And not only that, but hilarious and deep and wise and
insightful.

Maybe a good ole session of "going home for lunch" would clear everything up, help
get those endorphins going :-D....there's always that, thank god!

Take Care,

Roo

 

Re: Thanks Roo. Thanks Robin.

Posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 17:11:27

In reply to Re: I don't feel so well....Dinah-Baby, posted by Roo on September 6, 2002, at 14:52:35

It was a situational sort of thing today, and I have a terrible habit of swallowing anger because I'm terrified of it. And those few occasions I release it make me feel even worse. One of the major reasons I cut is because of this inability to deal with anger.

I probably sounded very groggy, Robin. I do this dissociative separate myself from my feelings thing when things get too much, and part of that is falling asleep. I had a nice involuntary nap while parked in my son's carpool lane and felt a bit better.

I've taken my Klonopin and it's no match for the anger, so I'm going to add lots of food and a frothy alchoholic confection. The latter should work.

And definitely a nice lunch break later Roo. :)

Thanks for the kind words.

Dinah

 

Re: Thanks Roo. Thanks Robin.

Posted by Phil on September 6, 2002, at 18:25:39

In reply to Re: Thanks Roo. Thanks Robin., posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 17:11:27

Dinah, you've done a great job so slack a little if you need to. I've got a lot of admiration for you and don't want you to be unhappy.
I used to swallow anger as a way of life. No more. If I get pissed, as I was after reading PB, uhmmm, I'll leave it there.
Anyway..relax.
Good job.

Phil

 

Re: Thanks Roo. Thanks Robin. to Dinah and » Phil

Posted by judy1 on September 6, 2002, at 19:45:41

In reply to Re: Thanks Roo. Thanks Robin., posted by Phil on September 6, 2002, at 18:25:39

I felt the same way Phil. Dinah, enjoy your 'frothy' drink- I know EXACTLY how you feel. Funny though, I felt anger on your part but can't do it for myself. take care, judy

 

Re: Thanks Phil and Judy. » judy1

Posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 20:06:43

In reply to Re: Thanks Roo. Thanks Robin. to Dinah and » Phil, posted by judy1 on September 6, 2002, at 19:45:41

I had a nice little drink and nap and feel much better now.

But I do want to make clear that my problems today had nothing to do with the board. You guys are great and the little storms that blow up on the meds board don't cause me distress. (Thank heavens - :) )

Dinah

 

Glad you're feeling better... (nm) » Dinah

Posted by JonW on September 6, 2002, at 23:50:56

In reply to Re: Thanks Phil and Judy. » judy1, posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 20:06:43

 

Re: I don't feel so well.... » Dinah

Posted by Medusa on September 7, 2002, at 4:49:19

In reply to I don't feel so well...., posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 13:36:27

Dinah, I'm sorry you're going through this. Whatever it is. Anger is poison.

I have no answers. I waste much of my life drowning in anger.

Hoping you find an answer for you,

M

 

Re: Nice job as substitute moderator! » Dinah

Posted by Ron Hill on September 7, 2002, at 15:52:41

In reply to Re: Thanks Phil and Judy. » judy1, posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 20:06:43

> I had a nice little drink and nap and feel much better now.
>
> But I do want to make clear that my problems today had nothing to do with the board. You guys are great and the little storms that blow up on the meds board don't cause me distress. (Thank heavens - :) )
>
> Dinah
---------------------------

Dinah,

IMO, you have done excellent work as moderator in Dr. Bob's absence. Please accept my thanks to you for donating your time and energy to the pbabble community in taking on the substitute moderator responsibilities. Thanks!!

-- Ron

 

Re: Thanks and you're very welcome. :) (nm) » Ron Hill

Posted by Dinah on September 7, 2002, at 18:14:00

In reply to Re: Nice job as substitute moderator! » Dinah, posted by Ron Hill on September 7, 2002, at 15:52:41


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