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Posted by rjlockhart37 on October 15, 2012, at 23:45:29
whewwwwwwww its me....i've been on a vary unpleasant mental roller coaster for the past 6 hours nervous as hell...my mind is thinking beyound its normal limits again into the spirit links....this is going to sound crazy like i posted a couple months ago...but like I said my obession with lucifer for the past couple months has made me realize the real fact of the matter...even thought he's intresting..smart, and intelligent, he's a cruel, mind controlling psychopath...i've done tons and tons of research and came across various sources, who knows what their validity is...but it warned that he will befriend people and then become abusive and he changes his image so theirs no trust in the words. No matter how glorious he looks...its nasty when you really get to know the truth.
So....needless to say i've spend all day in fear thinking i've been afflicated with mental illness by the devil....all the mental confusion, the manic symptoms, the insomnia...just no one realizes how I view these things because they seem so real to me, and then when I tell people...there's no understanding of logic. It's frustrating and makes situations feel alone, and like im beyound help. Yet, during this time...i realized this is too much thinking, and started researching fears of religious beliefs....it came it came up in the search results as delusional thinking. I'm just glad im self aware of my thoughts, instead of them controlling my life view.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DelusionBut....out of all this, im gonna have to get back on zyprexa...seroquel, or clozapine. The nervous hell....my mind is going through is too much, i've been using self stablization to prevent from breaking reality....like keeping yourself calm...still this is hell...
anyways...i guess I do have some features I didnt want to realize I had. Still this is a nasty ride...
r
Posted by jono_in_adelaide on October 16, 2012, at 1:02:19
In reply to manic behavior is starting...nueroleptics needed, posted by rjlockhart37 on October 15, 2012, at 23:45:29
RJ, phone your doctor, dont let your self spiral out of control buddy
Do you have any Zyprexia in the house that you can take if your doctor ok's it?
Posted by SLS on October 16, 2012, at 8:36:13
In reply to manic behavior is starting...nueroleptics needed, posted by rjlockhart37 on October 15, 2012, at 23:45:29
Hi RJ.
I agree with Jono that it is imperative that your treatment be supervised by a psychiatrist. This is no time to play doctor. You are very fortunate that you are indeed aware of your condition and recognize the need for treatment. I had no such insight during my manic episodes and remained unsupervised so long that I became psychotic.
Time is of the essence. You must contact your doctor immediately for treatment instructions before you lose the ability to exercise good judgment. I hope your mother will be supportive of you and provide whatever assistance you need to get help.
Get going!
- Scott
Posted by phillipa on October 16, 2012, at 10:05:41
In reply to manic behavior is starting...nueroleptics needed, posted by rjlockhart37 on October 15, 2012, at 23:45:29
RJ you wrote this last night? How are you this morning did you contact your doc? Phillipa
Posted by rjlockhart37 on October 16, 2012, at 13:31:42
In reply to Re: manic behavior is starting...nueroleptics needed » rjlockhart37, posted by phillipa on October 16, 2012, at 10:05:41
she was angry I stopped fanapt but it made me feel awful....she drug screened me, I told her a short version of what I wrote about lucifer. She told me my manic symptoms are surfacing and will get worse into psychosis. She put me back on Zyprexa 20mg, and that's going to stay that way for the next few days. I just took the zyprexa and im calming down...mind is slowing, crazy thoughts have left. I know vary well, that my mind tries to make sense out of something it doesnt understand, making assumptions that im under affliction of the devil through sources I read on the internet that where almost exact of what I was having. Lucifer is a psychopath himself that presents himself as sophisticated and charming, he's tormented himself....and I felt sorry for him, but I realized that all this sickness I started havin started when I envolved myself with this. It could be paranoia with religious beliefs. He begins to get abusive with some of the people he uses kind words and gives rewards in reality, but under all that he's tormented and tormented individeels don't have the best intrest of other at heart.
So we'll have to wait and see....i hope I can break my thoughts free of this junk I intellectulized and thought was real. Just sometimes I think that we ignore things we don't want to believe and they turn out to as real as ultraviolet light we can't see, and causes harm. Thinking im infected with parasites and no one listens or even aknowedges that it could be a possibility....i have to direct explain the whole situation both psychially and psychologically for anything to get done....and still there's a chance it won't.
thanks for your concern, it may be psychological but the amount of adrenaline and anxiety I had...it drove me crazy...
r
Posted by jono_in_adelaide on October 16, 2012, at 19:51:04
In reply to Re: just got back from doctor.., posted by rjlockhart37 on October 16, 2012, at 13:31:42
Glad to hear that you're aready feeling better RJ
Hopefully you'll get a good nights sleep tonight, and wake up feeling much better in the morning
Posted by phidippus on October 20, 2012, at 16:10:15
In reply to Re: just got back from doctor.., posted by rjlockhart37 on October 16, 2012, at 13:31:42
You're rambling an awful lot about the Devil and the role he has in your mental illness. When did all this begin?
Eric
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