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Posted by Phil on August 1, 2003, at 8:53:30
Hey Racer: Would you let us know how you are doing, if you can?
I'm sorry you are in a spot, Racer, I bet communication here would help.
We aren't a community of sunshine up the b--- optimists, we are you.
You know how we feel so let's talk.
P~
Posted by NikkiT2 on August 4, 2003, at 11:11:15
In reply to Racer, I hope you will check in with someone plz., posted by Phil on August 1, 2003, at 8:53:30
We haven't heard from you in a while, so please just check in with us and let us know you're still hanging in there
Nikki xx
Posted by Racer on August 6, 2003, at 1:50:33
In reply to Racer, I hope you will check in with someone plz., posted by Phil on August 1, 2003, at 8:53:30
Still the same, I guess. At this point, I might even go to the hospital if I had insurance and a chance to get help, rather than warehoused until they noticed me. The counselor my husband and I are seeing wanted to send me there today, but even she admitted that the best they can do probably wouldn't help with the system they have.
I'm just born wrong, so there's not a lot of hope to make it better. At this point, if I were ever going to succeed at anything, I'd have done it by now. I'm so sick of this pain, and having nothing good in my life. Hell, even my husband doesn't want to touch me. What a pathetic, desperate hag I turned out to be.
So, that's the story here.
Posted by Phil on August 6, 2003, at 12:03:51
In reply to Re: Racer, I hope you will check in with someone plz., posted by Racer on August 6, 2003, at 1:50:33
I'm old, don't leave my crack apt. hardly at all.
I've been downwardly mobile with a bullet since I was diagnosed with dep. I can't communicate with anyone, friend, work, family.
Got two verbal counselings at work that were such bullshit that if I get laid off from the state Bush sunk, I'll get an attorney to take more of their money.
My life sucks more now than at any other time.
I always try to reason with suicidal people that life's worth living. I wonder now.
I'm sorry you are going through the same type of garbage, it hurts, nobody deserves it, and it just makes me angry as hell.
Time heals this stuff I've heard but I've never been whacked from all sides at once.
My shrink asked me what keeps me from killing myself. After 20 seconds of thought, I told her, 'I just don't want this f*cking sh*t to beat me.' Not much to hang my hat on.Peace
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