Posted by Phil on August 6, 2003, at 12:03:51
In reply to Re: Racer, I hope you will check in with someone plz., posted by Racer on August 6, 2003, at 1:50:33
I'm old, don't leave my crack apt. hardly at all.
I've been downwardly mobile with a bullet since I was diagnosed with dep. I can't communicate with anyone, friend, work, family.
Got two verbal counselings at work that were such bullshit that if I get laid off from the state Bush sunk, I'll get an attorney to take more of their money.
My life sucks more now than at any other time.
I always try to reason with suicidal people that life's worth living. I wonder now.
I'm sorry you are going through the same type of garbage, it hurts, nobody deserves it, and it just makes me angry as hell.
Time heals this stuff I've heard but I've never been whacked from all sides at once.
My shrink asked me what keeps me from killing myself. After 20 seconds of thought, I told her, 'I just don't want this f*cking sh*t to beat me.' Not much to hang my hat on.Peace
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