Posted by Nick K. on June 1, 2006, at 17:27:27
In reply to Re: Cymbalta withdrawal - Ellimae, posted by kparis on June 1, 2006, at 7:34:28
First things first: I'm just over 2 weeks into total abstinence from cymbalta now...The overwhelming intensity of the withdrawal experience has faded significantly and the "brain shocks" are no longer happening. However, I'm experiencing some of the old depressive symptoms such as: Exaggerated fear. Confusion. Difficulty focusing. Aggravation. Anxiety. Lack of self-confidence. Critical thinking about myself and my body.
I'm still keeping in mind that the withdrawal is probably the cause of these negative symptoms, which helps to put things in perspective. These thoughts and feelings ARE NOT REAL, they are generated by my own mind for reasons I don't understand. I don't believe in any particular god, but I force myself to pray for help several times a day... just in case there IS a higher power out there. it seems to be helping somehow. Also, trying to help somebody else is the most counter-intuitive thing for me to do in this condition, but it is an unbelievable relief.
Regarding the EDEMA issue:
I've noticed the same sort of thing in myself, but not to the serious degree that you (Ellimae) have described. I feel bloated, like I'm retaining water, or just not nearly as attractive as I was used to feeling before. I can't tell if this is my mind playing tricks on the way I perceive myself, or if I am actually suffering from physical symptoms. I forced myself to excercise yesterday for almost 2 hours, until I was completely exhausted. Coincidentally I slept well last night and I feel better today. I wouldn't be surprised if physical activity is a form of detox.My mind will try to convince me of some horrible things sometimes...
I refuse to become a victim of my own brain.At least, thats what I'm telling myself today.
-Nick
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