Posted by linkadge on May 27, 2005, at 23:27:22
Does anyone else here just feel like the biggest junkie in the world. What I've become is everything I always said I wouldn't become.
AD withdrawl has just turned me into a satanic monster.
There is no cure. I am willing to go through the worst hell for a very long time which just goes to show the intense hate I have towards these substances. The worst of it is that there is no progress. It literally never ends. Especially when you have been on them as long as I have.
In most ways I feel that I would rather die than go back on them.
What can be done. Is death my only option??
How is a society as sophisticated as our own so blind to this monstorous problem at hand ??
Why are we able to put a man on the moon, but not admit when we have created the fourth scourge of mankind. There is no life after paxil.My life is so dark, and the hate towards myself and others is so intense.
These drugs are so darn powerful, 5-htp is like comparing a candle to a forest fire.
Linkadge
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