Posted by WhyandHow on August 28, 2006, at 0:22:30
In reply to Re: Adderall Abuse » WhyandHow, posted by llrrrpp on August 27, 2006, at 16:25:53
Thanks for the response. In all my years of addiction nothing has thrown me for a loop like this. It was so deceptive at first. Like I was just starting to expirment with cocaine back in my early 20's. I would of course combine it with Benziods (thus the speed would wear off and I would fall asleep). Day 5 - still feel like crap - some of that is pyschological fears and maybe the Benzoid quitting on top of it. I have a few Ambien and am taking just that now at bedtime. That wasn't prescribed either but I have no doctor so..... thats all that is left and only for a few more nights. No more alcohol or other benzoids and certainly no more Adderall! I am going to a meeting on Monday night. It may seem like a stupid thought depending on who you are but marijuana would have been much better then this! (If I wasn't on probation for pot then I could just smoke a bit of that and not have any desire for the other much harmful stuff WHICH I DON"T NOW Anyway! If I can just maintain school and work and keep the PO bitch off me for 8 months I could have a life. No time for movies but that is a good thoght for a sATURDAY NIGHT AFTER DOING SOME OF MY OTHER SIDE WORK.
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