Posted by Caper on October 28, 2004, at 2:12:11
In reply to Re: I think I'm really losing it » Caper, posted by saw on October 28, 2004, at 1:42:45
Thanks for the encouragement. I think I will probably end up in the program. I'm sick of this life of lying and hiding and sneaking.
My son already knows about the alcoholism. I was advised by many therapists to tell him, so I did. He is incredibly judgmental and often tries to act as my jailer- grabs my bags as soon as I get home to search them for alcohol, gets sullen if I have to go anywhere without him, etc. I know it's because he's afraid for me, but it's still very hard to take at times.
If I do admit myself I won't be posting for a while. There's no computer access there. I'm planning to smuggle my cell phone in, but I think my laptop computer is going to have to stay behind *smile*. I'll be here until November 4th though, when my therapist gets back and we make a final decision.
Thanks for taking the time to reply.
Best wishes,
Caper
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