Posted by 2ndXround on July 9, 2004, at 7:54:47
In reply to Re: 2ndXround...you ok? beatrix antigua, posted by beatrix34 on July 8, 2004, at 23:03:37
Hi
You are such a Sweetie! Thankyou.
I think the 'addicts' thinking is a trap I have fallen into again.
I was clean for over 23 years....and I had LOTS of stress in my life. My marriage was awful, I had 2 daughters who were teenagers, a couple of my best friends died (one from my old AA group) and I was starting to have physical problems (getting older....(:...) like a ruptured disk and nerve damage, I went deaf suddenly, degenerative osteoarthritis in my neck, shoulders and spine...a torn meniscus in my knee....lots of things that need surgery....(:....but I never used them as excuses to drink or use drugs....I didn't even think about it.
Now, being out of milk is stress enough to make me want to blow it!
Why is it so hard to stop this destuctive thinking???
OK...almost 6AM...I better try and get some sleep. I can't stop thinking about my daughter....she had an abortion last week.....and she was 6 months pregnant...
Thanks for posting...and listening.
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