Posted by arrie on June 22, 2004, at 9:59:09
In reply to Re: MEDICATION ASSISTED W/D W/BUPE 2 THUMBS UP, posted by sofarsogood on June 22, 2004, at 0:21:22
Reading your post was very beneficial. See, it does have merit to pour yourself out like water on these sites. it is a nasty problem, and I can only surmise that it may well become epidemic with the way it all works now. The remedy is not within reach, face it, unless you are determined and go thru alot of ropes. Recently, on our local la-la news the health editor told me "EEEwwww docs just treat you like garlic if you have an addiction" I had called her about my bup experience(inaccessable) after they did a segment on a 35 year old mom that OD'd on pain meds. I was disgusted, like stick to the pig hearts in babies stories lady. I guess I have alot of contempt because I begged them to treat me with the bup in the "other" office the doc had, which he could have done but was just too much of a ninney or didnt understand the waiver himself. He admitted clearly I knew more than him about it all. thats ok, I will go see the Eygptian, this is typical of my life, I am like Samantha on sex in the city, but have Vic for sex, not men. Maybe I can turn that around, ha ha. At any rate, keep it up, I found it really profound that you stated you got to the point where you were feeling it was all in your head. Thats great because it shows there is an end to the physical aspect.I am down now to about 70 mg of Vic from 150, I visualize myself as a 747 going thru a turbulent lengthy landing, I am cruising at mid altitude now looking down, cant see the runway yet, that is a few weeks off. Anyway, glad you posted and reinforced this bup thing, I was having doubts, but now I'm sure. that Chuckie disappeared, which annoyed me because i wanted to get finale on him, but you provided. Godd luck, and good luck.
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