Posted by baseball55 on November 20, 2014, at 19:28:39
I see my psychiatrist, whom I love, once a month. We had an appointment this morning and he called at 7AM to cancel because he wasn't feeling well and asked when we could reschedule. He woke me from a deep sleep and I could barely talk. I said I would call him later and he said he was going back to bed and asked when I was free. I told him all day really and he said he would call.
So it's now 8:30PM and he hasn't called. I get it that he's probably just sick in bed and will call in a day or two. But he's 75 and I've started freaking out that maybe he is really ill with something serious and I'll never see or hear from him again. I'm so angry at myself for not being able to wake up and schedule another time. If he is really ill and I had another appointment, at least someone would call me to let me know and cancel.
I know this is nuts. He's probably just sick with a stomach bug, as he said on the phone. But what if he's not? What if I can never see him again? I'm freaking myself out.
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