Posted by alexandra_k on December 3, 2013, at 0:20:56
In reply to Re: done » alexandra_k, posted by Twinleaf on December 2, 2013, at 22:24:29
you know I wouldn't care so much if it hadn't been for my previous treatment in NZ (since returning). people seem... basically... to f*ck*ng stupid to assess things on their merits. and so... for those kinds of people... the qualification i might earn really is the only difference between me and someone who has been on welfare all their life but who is 'full of plans'.
even where i am at now... the supposedly 'elite' university of this country... i have all kinds of humility and insecurities about how well i'll do in science (including areas of excellence that they have). but with respect to the field i'm trained in... outclassed by several orders of magnitude (no joke).
in terms of finishing...
i have been accepted as a 'visiting student' here. but what they need to do to finish and what i need to do... it is different. i'm not sure that people here are in much of a position to advise me. though advise me most of them will happily... i need to... stick close to my supervisor. his opinion is: only opinion that matters.
it just involves me sending him stuff that is... wasting his time. because i'm ignorant of the field. it is related to stuff i'm going to learn... but i haven't learned it yet. but i... need to finish. yeah. because my motivation to continue with my current field is likely to... take a side-line. untill... i've finished my next phd. or something. lmfao. i really could be dr dr... dr ahahaha.
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