Posted by alexandra_k on August 27, 2013, at 19:19:23
In reply to Re: making things worse » Twinleaf, posted by Twinleaf on August 27, 2013, at 18:40:47
> Teasing is the very last thing I was doing. I'm so sorry it seemed that way to you. As to with whom, being from the US I can only say, as I did before, that it should be someone very skilled.
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> If my suggestion seems irrelevant or unwelcome, just ignore it.I'm sorry - my internet connection has been dodgey for the past couple days. I just managed to connect. I came here to post something else. To fix it. I was kind of teasing you - I said it with a wry smile, or similar. But then I realized that you might not read it that way. It totally is the case of 'I can't have it - but that is fine, I didn't want it anyway' <sniff>. If I could afford to see a decent therapist I suspect I probably would.
Though... I have been thinking more about what I would like, if I could afford anything at all. And whether it would likely be good for me. There might be something to this strategy. I've never thought through it because PERFECTIONIST THINKING! prevented me. Unhelpfully. Of course.
My last therapist was attachment based. It was helpful for me. I like to think I've grown up a little since then (I hope you get what I mean). But sometimes... Sometimes I'm not sure that I have. I guess I'm more vulnerable sometimes compared to other times. Got my period today. Probably been building up to that. It really does seem to affect me...
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