Posted by B2chica on November 12, 2010, at 12:52:17
In reply to Re: drop t or not, posted by pegasus on November 12, 2010, at 11:23:39
so i saw her yesterday.
i First apologized for my "drunk' behavior. she told me things i did and things she was glad i did.
i did tell her about the new flashbacks (she mentioned this was not a good time to go into them)
apparently my pdoc was supposed to show that day and both of them decide whats best.
she mentioned hospital...God what would that be like my 15 F-inf visit.
they dont do anything except speed up med work.
which i guess wouldnt be bad.anyway.
i see pdoc tonight (since he missed yesterday...although i will mention that T was Furious that he missed but later found out that he was out of work sick, but STILL txt her to ask what time..she just missed that...so ...."good pdoc".i need to tel pdoc tonight about different flashback and how to cope.
Most of all i NEED to stay away from alcohol.
it really scared her, she thought i was going to go right through her window. apparently i was hitting it with all my might....to wishfully go through it.
(d*mn three ply glass anyway).ok. so drugged up still on gabapentin, adderall, and klonipin at night. and i still cant eat. lost about 13lbs. good cuz i was chunky from baby weight, but not the wya i planned to loose it.
if you dont hear back from me monday, they ganged up and put me in the "unit" again.
thanks you all
love
b2c.
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