need support

Posted by Emily Elizabeth on November 6, 2010, at 16:12:39

So on Wednesday my T (of 3 yrs) informed me that she is going to reduce the frequency of my sessions to once per month. Previously I had been seeing her 2x/week. She says this is because I am "not ready to change." This is mostly with regard to my unhealthy relationship with my mother.
I am soooo hurt. I mean what kind of loser am I that I can't even pay someone to listen to my problems? I feel like I have burned her out. And I feel like w/o her I have so little support and things are never going to change.
And I feel ashamed. Like I am a worthless failure. Part of me never wants to face her again. We are supposed to go to the 1x/month plan gradually over the next few months, so I am going to see her again on Monday. I want to cancel, but I know I really should process things. But I feel like I can't (or don't want to) trust her.
Anyone have words of wisdom? I feel hopeless.
Best,
EE

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