Posted by healingmysoul on August 15, 2010, at 21:50:34
In reply to Re: It's really over and miss my t so much :-( » healingmysoul, posted by obsidian on August 15, 2010, at 11:03:31
I have come to terms that my t doesn't want me like this. My t teaches at the graduate level, and he offered for me to take an undergrad class he taught. I learned a lot about my t, and think he learned a lot about me.
I have had a lot happen since that class. I feel like I failed him, and I'm a project that went bad. I feel so much like a project that went bad. I brought this up during another episode very similar and he got very defensive. I'm just tired of him wanted to be there on his terms. The times I really need him he isn't available. It makes me feel like I did something wrong... When he is available, he gives so much support, and when I am at my worse, I feel like therapy is such a waste because he backes away when i have my PTSD symptoms.
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