Posted by antigua3 on February 22, 2010, at 15:22:57
In reply to Re: I'm not sure what I'm doing, posted by Willful on February 22, 2010, at 10:25:47
No, you remember my situation very accurately... thanks.
Per my post above, I did give in and call my T. She will help; she always does.
As to my psychiatrist, I have told him on the phone how I couldn't wait that long to see him, but he's just booked. (Maybe it also has to do with a not so nice letter I also wrote him when he wouldn't see me. Guess I forgot to mention that, huh? It's not unusual at all for me to write between sessions and that makes it even MORE likely that he won't call. He'd rather talk in person).
I just feel like he has really let me down. Again. And why am I surprised, especially if I picked someone so much like my father??? The smart, grown-up, indpendent woman would have stomped out long ago, but it's that little girl that keeps on going back.
So I did call, and I think I even begged. How pathetic is that? When he told me he couldn't see me, after the call I called him right back and asked him if he didn't think it was time to refer me out if he couldn't see me? His response? Time would open up and he would call me. It has been three weeks. I hate him.
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