Posted by Verloren on January 24, 2010, at 20:42:07
In reply to Re: I used to love my T, now I don't..., posted by Willful on January 24, 2010, at 15:54:49
I guess I'm so worried and yes very vulnerable as well. I just want to protect myself. She was so contradictory that I can't help but believe she will mislead me again. I worry that I can't trust her word because she has changed her mind 3 times already and it's obvious to me that she doesn't trust me when I tell her I do not have a substance abuse problem. After 6 months in therapy with her, I had just started to let my guard down and let her see the "real me". She responded by pushing me into the io program and suggesting that I don't fit into her regular client profile.
I am confused and I do worry about this a lot. I thought I was "allowed" to show my true self in therapy. But my true self scared my T and caused her to push me toward intensive help. Am I really THAT screwed up? Gosh.Is it possible to regain that lost trust?
How long should I stick with it and try to work things through?
Thanks Willful, you've given me some food for thought.
-Verloren
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