Posted by workinprogress on January 23, 2010, at 2:46:51
In reply to I've been bored, posted by Dinah on January 22, 2010, at 19:21:00
Hi there Dinah.
Interesting you said that- that you've been bored. And feeling disconnected, because I was just noticing that you didn't seem to be as engaged around here lately. Do you feel disconnected from just him, or does disconnected resonate elsewhere?
And I totally can't remember, but the post you had a while back, where you acted out the fantasy... I totally can't remember and don't have the patience to figure out how to find it... but was that something you decided in the end was about connection? I don't know why I think that, but for some reason I feel like that's popped up a bit lately.
Maybe it's me- today my T and I discovered that I really really want/yearn for connection, but that I'm also so afraid of rejection, that I don't really show the real me, so I miss out on real connection. So- anyway, connection is on my mind.
If I'm not totally transferring onto you- could it be that something's getting in the way of connecting to your T and that's why you're bored?
Ok- maybe that's all random... regardless, I'm sorry you're feeling that way, it doesn't sound like it feels very good. Hang in there...
(((((((((Dinah))))))))))))))
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