Posted by Verloren on January 2, 2010, at 13:34:04
In reply to Re: All I wanted for Christmas » Verloren, posted by lingonberry on December 29, 2009, at 9:49:47
I do see where I could get very dependent on her even more so if she hugged me. I would want them all the time. And eventually the session would be about getting hugs instead of getting better. That said, little emotional kid me still kinda wants one. I suppose itll take time before that passes. She did ask me if I had other people in my life I could hug instead, so I will work on finding them.
My T and I talked it over and although I still want to hug her, we are trying to work through why I'm feeling this way now. Part of it is that I am very lonely.
Youre not being harsh, and I am very grateful that you took this time to relate your feelings to me. I cant believe how alien I felt just several weeks ago and now I feel like others finally know how I feel. But it is hard and lately I feel even more down than before.
Thanks for being here. I hope you know I really do appreciate you. And my T seems to like the idea that I have a support group to turn to.
-Verloren
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