Posted by Verloren on December 23, 2009, at 12:53:21
I woke up this morning in a good mood. The sun is shining but more importantly, I'm seeing my T tonight and that usually makes my day sunny just by itself.
However, this afternoon I was overcome with a feeling that something bad had happened to her and I would not be able to see her again. I starting crying at the thought of it and how unprepared I am if something did suddenly happen to her. Does anyone else get this way or am I just losing it?
I'm becoming strangely paranoid about this. I even called her office to confirm our appointment time (but really to make sure she was there and okay).
I even worry that she'll get a cold and have to miss an appointment. I worry about her driving in the snow. I even worry that something will happen to her parents and she will need to take time off. It's so selfish, I realize that but I can't stop myself from worrying.
Should I tell her I worry for her safety? I was like this before with my ex. When we first moved in together, I was certain everyday that he would be injured and not come home that evening. My paranoia became too much for him.
I don't know how to stop worrying about her like this since I never conquered these fears before.
-Verloren
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