Posted by rskontos on August 31, 2009, at 21:50:07
In reply to Re: To answer WIP about what is going on I will start » rskontos, posted by antigua3 on August 30, 2009, at 13:28:55
> I am so very, very sorry for all that's happened so recently--you certainly have more than one person can be expected to deal with at the same time, so give yourself some credit. You are functioning, but I can't imagine how hard it must be for you.
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> I'm struck dumb and don't know what else to say, except continue keeping a good eye on yourself, and call your T if you need to.
> antiguaantigua,
just someone to say hey your still here is enough. thanks
I told WIP that I don't really even remember posting this so I am very dissociative right now and I hate it.
At Starbucks, I almost just ran out of the place, I started pacing and trying to figure out why I was there but my DD was with me and she did not notice so is was all internal. But it shook me.
I am taking xanax and going to bed. Let's hope I don't act looney at the courthouse tomorrow. I have jury duty. And I hope there is a bathroom close.
thanks i am trying....
rsk
My t and I had a phone session since I did not feel well enough to see him. That was nice of him and it went well. I said I would email him when things got too much and he said dump away and call me or email me it is fine. Everyday if i need to .
He was thrilled I called over the weekend to tell him what happened. He said that was major progress that i trusted him to call when I was so distraught. I said stop talking about it or I will get nervous and he laughed and said I understand.
He is nice. thanks, babble friends like you help.
rsk
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