Posted by Dinah on April 2, 2009, at 21:50:00
In reply to Re: Anniversary tomorrow » Dinah, posted by seldomseen on April 2, 2009, at 20:20:29
I'm glad you're feeling close. :)
It might be totally me. I feel stuck in my head, in my rational side, a lot right now. I don't always like myself that way. Attachment is probably harder, though I feel very attached to my husband and son.
But it's also possible that the scale has tilted a bit too far to him being a real person and not my therapist mommy. The last couple of weeks, I've seen him as a "person". Not a therapist/person, but an all too real and mortal person. He needs to keep some magic to be able to be my therapist/mommy. And, well, sometimes I am brought a bit too much to awareness of how very different we are. I've not necessarily been liking him very much lately. The love I feel for him should be rising about now to make the things that aren't necessarily likable seem at least endearing. If that makes sense...
But still, it always has risen in the past. And it's not right now. That's got to be me, not him.
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