Posted by TherapyGirl on March 1, 2009, at 7:29:48
In reply to Still here, but barely... trigger?, posted by MusicLuv on February 28, 2009, at 22:40:31
I'm so sorry, Music. I haven't responded to your previous posts because I've been in the same place myself for nearly 6 weeks. I don't know if that's helpful or not and I don't want to do anything to make it worse for someone else.
But it is always easier for me to make the argument to someone else that you have a lot to give and this, too, shall pass. I'm trying to believe it for myself and hope that one day soon you will know it for yourself.
In the meantime, lean on these guys here. They are the best. When it gets bad, post. When you think you can't breathe, sing. When you feel like you're going to vomit your feelings up, write them down, no matter what they are.
Do whatever you can to get your endorphins up even a little bit -- playing Wii tennis has done it for me in a month when my joints have been so painful that little else is available to me.
And the others will tell you that your statements about being a failure are the depression talking. They are right.
My thoughts are with you.
(((((((MusicLuv)))))))))
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